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Ellie Blaine The summer has begun and i feel like a bum gonk there's nothing to do around the house except lay around... I'm supposed to take art classes along with my best friend, i'm so excited! I also wanted to get a job but that probably won't happen this summer, i'm still too young for one and with no transportation, i'm screwed 3nodding . So for now i will try to teach myself how to cook things since mommy dearest won't teach me, and hone into my drawing skills. Oh and i'm currently on a quest to prefect a Full Metal Alchemist picture to put on my wall... maybe i can try to do art of other animes i used to or currently obsess with hmmm... Alphonse will live on! heart


Mizer It seems whatever i'm doing, or whatever desision i make ends up hurting someone else in the process. One little thing i do wrong, someone has to blow up on me in their own way. Yes these people are my friends... but it hurts when they curse at me and such, when i already regret what i do to begin with. confused I wonder if everyone would get along the same if i just disappeared one day, i think it may help everyone out, because it kills me inside when i make someone feel bad for my own selfish needs. I feel like isolating myself from ally of my friends this summer... maybe some time to myself will clear my head and rest any tensions created.