Right now I feel pain
I feel insane
I missed my interview for ASB
I won't be in it for high school don't you see
without ASB what am I
I want to die
I can't take orchestra too
now I'm blue
I feel like crying
it's like I'm dying
I feel depressed
but my friends says it's for the best
what am I going to do
I have no clue
right now I'm eating so much
chips, soda, pasta, chocolates, fries, and such
spending money for myself is too much
books, clothes, games, dvds, and such
eating and shopping calms me down
it makes me happy from a frown
I haven't acted like this for years
right now I'm in fear
the pain is horrible
it ain't adorable
I just wish I can change the past
so I can be what I want fast
but it's inevitable
it can't be changed it's impossible
I hate my pain
for it is a shame
I feel insane
I missed my interview for ASB
I won't be in it for high school don't you see
without ASB what am I
I want to die
I can't take orchestra too
now I'm blue
I feel like crying
it's like I'm dying
I feel depressed
but my friends says it's for the best
what am I going to do
I have no clue
right now I'm eating so much
chips, soda, pasta, chocolates, fries, and such
spending money for myself is too much
books, clothes, games, dvds, and such
eating and shopping calms me down
it makes me happy from a frown
I haven't acted like this for years
right now I'm in fear
the pain is horrible
it ain't adorable
I just wish I can change the past
so I can be what I want fast
but it's inevitable
it can't be changed it's impossible
I hate my pain
for it is a shame
