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A day started and ruined by the first words read at dawn. There is a sombre darkness, an abyss to fall into, a sinking of the heart and a sickening of the soul that calls me. Burn a hole into the place my heart should be and don't let be human any more. Take away my dreams, take away my eyes and leave me deaf and dumb. I hate the world and I don't want to be a part of it any more, I don't want to see the smiles and hear the birds, I don't want to keep losing and keep losing until I have nothing left to lose.
It's real, it's always been real and now it will always be nothing, as nothing seems to suit me so well.

I only ever wanted to be happy with someone.

Enough.