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Ah, I just need to get some things out of my system... And since nobody's really gonna read this...

Things haven't been going well for me in real life... The economic situation in my family sucks right now which is one of the situations I'm kinda down, but that's besides the point... I've been trying to get myself a summer job and all, I filled all the papers, took some exam I had to take and my interview went well. They tell me to go today, I don't even know why but when I get there and ask why was I called there tehy tell me it was just a missunderstanding... And I was all like ok, whatever... I then go to the card shop I always go to on Saturdays, and find some of my friends there; they also signed up for the job and they all got accepted... Yeah, you could just imagine how I felt... Oh wait, you can't...

God I fell damn alone right now. All of my friends left the states last year and the only one who hasn't is about to leave in a month or two... I also feel ignored by those who I call friends at the card shop... Maybe not ignored but just left out... Left behind...

On top of that, I haven't been able to draw right. It's just that everything I draw looks like crap and it has also affected my tagging... I wish I could sell my stff for some money but I can't cause I'm not recognized enough for people to actually look at my stuff...

That's how I feel right now...