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May 26, 2006
I told Kaz not to tell his parents about his bad grades, because I didn't want anything to ruin our plans for him coming here. But he's so stupid, he let them check the mail and they sent something so they saw it and now he has to take summer classes. And he won't even talk to me about coming before that or anything. He hardly talks to me at all. I know he'll never come now. I'm thinking about going out with someone else, since I do have someone in mind. I don't think I'll ever actually get to meet Kaz in real life. Ever since he was my boyfriend, he'd always say he would come here and he never did. And now when I thought he would be here and I would get to do things with him in real life, and be able to get away from the computer more, he's going to be back at that awful college again, and my summer is going to be spent in front of the computer worring about him because whenever he's there with all those awful people I feel like I have to keep track of what he's doing because I can't trust him. So now it's just going to be continual. I may just give up. I can't take it anymore. I wish he'd just quit. Now is his chance, they want to kick him out, he can just leave. But he refuses to go somewhere else. He could have it easier. He's such a jerk. He promised me he would come. He never keeps any of his promises. He won't even give me the game back that I gave him as a reason for coming. We had a deal and he won't stick with it. And he told me to email his mom yesterday about him coming here, and she still hasn't answered me. We were supposed to play Flyff today too but he wouldn't do that either. He's been a jerk all day.
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