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I cannot stand the way I look away. Your eyes pierce through me and I get short of breath, there are a thousands things I could say, but the words just fumble around in my chest. next to my heart. My pulse quickens, almost like a flutter. It makes me lose my breath and I feel frozen. The world stops, how I ******** hate it. All I wish to attain sits before me, why, why can't I just accept it, all I need to do is take it. All I can do is think about how I freeze. Everything gets shaky and my frustration bottles up and I just want to scream, or speak, or glance at you. But I just can't. You intimidate me, you shouldn't, but you do. It's enough to make me weep, my inability to communicate. All I can seem to do is look away as your eyes pierce me deeper and rip a hole in heart.