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So you know after all this years termoil with my boyfriend, now ex once again, I've come to realize: He's descusting to me.
I thought I loved him but I was tricked by a common word that all of us face in life...lust.
I'm glad not to be involved with him and I have become a much better person, I have dropped most of my bad habbits and gained old lost friends...and most importantly I feel much better about the real me.
Ever since I broke up with him again, I went boy hunting...of course I didn't really succeed...and I'm glad...well, I did date a guy named Benny...and I truly love him but, I don't really want to be attached to him forever...I love him.
Well if you have read my journal then you have heard about the guy that I had a little thing for...the graduate. Well, he had gotten himself into a relationship that I myself thought to be very one sided...the girl didn't treat him right...and for some reason I felt this pang of jealousy...and today when I saw his myspace status saying single my heart jumped in joy...and I realize I do like him...I've been in denial so long and my friends really think he is perfect for me, since I've turned over a new leaf I think I'm going to really try and go for him...I just REALLY hope he response!
Wish me LUCK!
 Hypnotic_PoisonzWine · Wed May 24, 2006 @ 06:20am · 0 Comments |
