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I just now got off the phone with Wes. I did what I had to do. Just keeping the act going wasn't a good thing to do so I broke up with him. He even saw it coming. I just can't stop crying. I loved him and I just don't know what to do now. He was my first real bf. He wasn't just one of those guys that you say you're going out and 2 days later you break up and nothing happens, Wes and I have been together for 5 monthes, almost 6. I don't know if I want it to be over. I loved him so much. But it was for the best. I loved him...I...needed him...I'll type later. It's hard to type when you can barely see the keyboard.