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Sitting there like a dog,
waiting for the fog.
Looking at the mirror before me I glance and see,
a lonely deprssed person who is me.
I smile at the clouds as they sink into a forever ending dark night,
I slit my arms and watch the blood flow,
The confusion I face,
is from disgrace.
The world does not notice me,
but i could care less you see.
Deep in darkness i find peace,
in lightness I just find things that aren't deseace.
If the sun went away,
we'd die that very day.
Tears of Sadness
Smiling dreams glance down on me,
but I know those dreams shall never be.
Freezing alone in this place,
feels o so much colder than spaceI glance at you and smile,
you look at me and glare,
Dreams of hope,
she asks if those dreams are still there and she answeres nope

If i hate everything,
mabey it will all go away.


"Hands Down"
Breathe in for luck,


I guess it didn't really matter,
All I did was say something, bye you didn't care,
Sadness enters without warning,
happiness goes away Dressed in a black outfit,
blood down the arm...Things used to be okay,
until my last day.
You didn't believe me when I said this would happen soon.
I guess it was just a matter of speach to you when I said I'd rather be dead.
she said she loved me but it was all a lie,
it makes me fell like it would be better to shrivel up and die.

She smiles at you as she walks past
you'd never know it was just a mask.

Tears down face,
they said your a disgrace.


Empty and desolate this land is,
didn't use to be though.
The blood doesn't stop,
it puddles up quick.
Don't ask why i didn't listen,
that's my problem not hers.

The puppy likes to play,all the day.
It rolls and tugs at your slipper,
just like my cousin's dog Chipper.
It's little wet nose and cute but it will still die.
Living this way is just to say,it might be another day.
Is it all the same here today,
well it could be a different way.
It could be light Swords that have red stains,
have often brought people pain.
Red blood down the blade,
means there may have been a killing rade.
Just leave like you always do,
leave me alone stranded here in the dark.
IS it her? The one who I miss.
I haven't seen her in a while, but I love her.


pushing you away but wanting you close.