It all comes back to me...now of all times
Y'know? Secret thoughts are expressed here, because I choose to let them go rather then hold them in for school. I can't really show how sad I feel now, because with everyone being the way they are towards me, I want to keep things at a positive minimum, at least until I move...
I'm slowly becoming even sadder than I was. Depressed if you want to call it that. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm slowly giving in to this being, and some sort of form that I cannot even express words to show what it is...I feel like I'm being pulled down, like there is a heavy weight on my shoulders and I'm trying to lift it up.
School is almost out. My last few months here are coming closer...and closer...and closer. I cannot live knowing I'll be moving. I hated it back in what...kindergarten, first grade? when I moved from Michigan to here...-sigh-
and I'll be leaving...so many memories here...
it's like a big part of my life is gonna feel incomplete once we move.. =/
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