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Why can't I just speak?
Why is it so hard for meH to say whats on my mind?
Why am I so easily annoyed?
So easily frustrated?
Why do I feel so lonely all the time?
Am I missing you again?
Am I missing something?
Whats wrong with meh?
Why can't I just stay happy?
Why can't I just have a good day?
Why can't I go one minute without ruining something?
Why can't I say how I feel?
Who destroyed meh so bad that I cant even speak to anyone?
What caused meh to become so weak?
Do you find my quietness annoying?
Does it make you mad?
Do you get frustrated with meh?
Would you ever hate meh for it?
Would you ever leave meh because of it?
Do you wish I was different?
Do you wish I could change?
Why do I feel like you hate meh for it?
Why do I feel like this will end soon?
Why does my mind ask these questions?
Why can't I be happy like everyone else?
Why can't I sleep at night?
Why don't I dream anymore?
Why is it so hard to just say what I'm feeling?
Why can't I speak to you...?