Baker's test was kinda psycho, but at the same time it wasn't bad. Not eay, but not insanely hard. Chem lab report due tomorrow and I finished it yays! Amy Pertuit is our jr. coordinator, which is awesome. Pertuit is fun. And can you imagine her teaching Sieffy how to say her last name? Ha, it was fun. And Mallory and Lindsey were laughing their asses off that Sieffy couldn't get it right.
I have become increasingly infuriated with the bitches who think it's funny when a teacher is upset. This girl, Rachel Fonte, she saw Baker practically crying one time, and she was all like "Ha ha, ya, that's great!" I swear, when I heard her say that, I wanted to pummel her. Baker might not be my fav teacher, but I would never, ever want her to cry. And Kelsey Reed, who sits behind me in chem says that if the jrs did what they wanted for their prank, says Baker would just cry if all that food got delivered to her at the same time. It's horrible! I want to make them see that Baker's not all bad. Sometimes, like when Fonte told us about what she had been thinking, I just want to hurt them so badly. Ms. Baker doesn't deserve that kind of crap. I almost started crying. I've been like that before. I've tried to stick up for other people before, and that's my weakness. Doesn't matter who, I'll defend them.
I wrote a song in Spanish class. Unfortunately, I didn't manage to finish before the end of our "study" class. And, I'm going to point something out--I wrote this before chem class, when Fonte wouldn't shut her trap. And this would totally sound awesome with a guys voice.
"Blood of the Innocents"
I wake up, and it's time to get going
I stumble out my room, just like ev'ry other morning
Flick on the bathroom light
Make sure I look alright
Go to wash my face, and I see my hands...
Water washing over my hands
Turning them a dark dark red
Blood of the innocents
The people that I've hurt
Memories of pain
Blood of the innocents
Coating my hands
It's lunch time, and I'm in a long line
Someone asks for help, but I say I haven't got the time
There's no reason for this
The evil just exists
I look down at my hands, and I see that...
The water's flowing over my hands
Turning red and staining them
Blood of the innocents
People I've lied to
Begging for the truth
Blood of the innocents
Stained on my hands
I wake up, and it's time to get going
I stumble out my room, just like ev'ry other morning
Flick on the bathroom light
Make sure I look alright
Go to wash my face, and I see my hands...
Water washing over my hands
Turning them a dark dark red
Blood of the innocents
The people that I've hurt
Memories of pain
Blood of the innocents
Coating my hands
It's lunch time, and I'm in a long line
Someone asks for help, but I say I haven't got the time
There's no reason for this
The evil just exists
I look down at my hands, and I see that...
The water's flowing over my hands
Turning red and staining them
Blood of the innocents
People I've lied to
Begging for the truth
Blood of the innocents
Stained on my hands
That's how I feel about all this crap with people wanting badness for others. Like I'm part of it. Like the blood of the innocent coats my hands.
"Just a bridge that I gotta burn"
~nepie