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DiStUrBeD
the knife goes to and fro, not much deeper to go; until i hit that vein and i can feast; on myself, like a beast. i cut my wrists to lick them clean, till the red is no longer seen. if the slit is too deep, i know, i'm done. but that's the risk of having fun. i wrap my fingers around my throat, tighter,tighter, i'm starting to choke, no, this is no joke. pain, it's my pleasure. my love. my treasure. i'm DiStUrBeD, i know. gore makes my face glow. it's so perfectly morbid so wonderfully cruel and horrid. that's why i'm an apprentice: to darkness. to stay heartless: and carless.
Reasons Why I - Can't- Go On
the pain is too much to bear, i must get away. there's nothing here for me anymore, i just can't face another day. its too late; ive given up,today will be my last, tommorrow doesn't exist, i'll finally escape the past. my heart has been torn, ripped to shreds by a beast, my life is a living hell, to say the least. abused and tormented. mean and careless. i've learned to hate everything, they said i was evil' and yet say nothing of the ones who did this to me, it's always my fault, alaways has been, and it seems it alaways will be.
The Beast Is Awaken Part 1
the beast, the beast is here, here as i wipe away my tears. the beast shows me my fear and why not to fear, as it happens i remeber all the bad times and as my anger grows, as it doesnt show i exseped the beast with out knowing. the beast in me is now me. the bruning in my chest, the dreming of something less, the lust for blood, this feeling of mud. the beast is here, so near and yet no fear. the beast is awaken......
 okami oni · Sat May 06, 2006 @ 11:20pm · 4 Comments |
