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Super Panda's Journal of life, ice cream, drift and all that.
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Extract from my real Journal. "Attractive Strangers" |
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I have decided to put a bit of my journal up here as I would like people to read it and tell me what they think. I don't want to be secritive about who I possably am. Im still searching, but I don't want to hide what I find. As I don't want to be two-faced.
So here is the edited extract.
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Its a boost to my confidence to find that its getting easier to spark random conversations with girls I don't know at all, but find attractive.
I consider myself 'not bad looking', and as such take a certain amount of pride in my appearence. I like to dress well, as looking good helps you feel better. So if you where to mix my looks with my odd accent (wich I get asked about all the time. directly or indirectly) and my general nature and personality and, I don't want to sound concieted, but I think I could be loved easily.
So thats one issue resolved I think.
With that in mind Im wondering. What will happen when I get good at picking up girls. I don't want to become a player, or some one that messes with peoples feelings. I have been messed with and its not cool. I don't want to rush into anything, or get 'exclusive' with the first girl that bothers to phone me up. * I don't want to end up with some one and have doubts. I don't want to look at other girls and think, "hey I could do better". That just wouldn't be fair to the person Im with.
Perhaps its just a fairy tale, but I want to think that the girl Im with, is amazing in every aspect, and there is no-one better anyware.
Maybe Im wrong, but I think that, aside from living for me, when it comes to love and relationships; that I should just search. Then my goal would be to meet some one who I can talk to and who I think is attractive. Perhaps my game plan should be to meet and make friends with as many girls as possable, and to just get to know them. However Im sure that this way I'll break a few hearts. I don't want to, but I don't want to settle for some one and be stuck in a one sided relationship.
So then what is worse?
Meeting new girls and going out with a new one every week, as if I where searching.
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Meeting one person and just going with the flow, but with doubts.
I hate to say it but I think I may turn into a heart breaker in my selfish persuit of my fairy tale love story.
*But there is still temptation
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Well that was my edit version. If you have a thought or a opinion I would like to hear it. Thats why I posted this for all to see.
what I want:
1] Drift Bible DVD, by Keiichi Tsuchiya n_n
2] A 1985 Toyota AE86 Levin.
3] New brakes for my BMX
4] A bass guitar and amp.
5] A Offspring T-Shirt
6] A Crpyess Hill T-Shirt
7] A pair of all chrome, chrome lensed Von Zipper Aviator Sunglasses.
8] Anything made in Japan.
9] Offspring, Cypress Hill posters
10] A Futon.
Items marked in red are things people said they would get.
 Super Panda454 · Fri Dec 03, 2004 @ 11:30am · 2 Comments |
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