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How interesting could I possably be? All I can really talk about is cars, and even that gets tireing for me. I don't think I much better than those beach bunnies. When Im out with my friends they all trade stories about this and that, meanwhile all I can do is sit and listen. I really feel this year has perhaps been a horrible waste.

There are so many things I want to do and places I want to visit. Not for the stories but more for the experience itself. The annoying thing is all or most of the stuff I want to do costs money. Im saving for my car but after I get it most of my money will be going into paying for petrol and saving for the next performance gizmo on my list.

I have a feeling that I'll be drifting on extreeemly thin ice. One crash and its all over. Im not sure how I will even be able to pay for anything other than my car on my current salary. I need to be doing more, earning more or somthing. If I could get a job that could pay for my car and pay for a road trip or some sort of traveling then that would be great. At the moment if I where to take a road trip that would be fine, but I would'nt get paid, and since I woudn't be working as much my salary would be far less. Unfortunaty it seems like I am becoming to dependant on this crap job. I don't like it...but what can I do....?

what I want:
1] Drift Bible DVD, by Keiichi Tsuchiya n_n
2] A 1985 Toyota AE86 Levin.
3] New brakes for my BMX
4] A bass guitar and amp.
5] A Offspring T-Shirt
6] A Crpyess Hill T-Shirt
7] A pair of all chrome, chrome lensed Von Zipper Aviator Sunglasses.
8] Anything made in Japan.
9] Offspring, Cypress Hill posters
10] A Futon.
Items marked in red are things people said they would get.