Dear God, what have I done? I cannot function like this. I don't understand.... A million times I have said things I regret saying later. But I have never done something so horrible as that. I...I had thought it was all gone by now, that I knew how mistaken I had been. Maybe I was right the whole time about myself... Jesus, this is so confusing and I'm lost. My conscience has trapped me. My heart just speaks, even though I know it's not what I really want. It's my own punishment, I suppose, for my sneaking at school, but still... How could I say something like that? omgoodness
~nepie
nepie · Sat Apr 29, 2006 @ 05:07am · 0 Comments |