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April 24, 2006
Today was not very good. Somehow me and Kaz got on the topic of sex, again. This happens quite a lot. And so far I'd been dodging the issue because I was afraid if I said no before he got here, he wouldn't come. But I finally got so angry about it I told him no I wouldn't have sex when he came here. I really should have waited to say no when he was actually here. Before I'd never given a definate yes or no even though I never intended to give him a yes, but he seemed to just assume the answer was yes. And last night with how he was talking about sex toys and asking me when and where we were going to do it, I was just sick of it. I feel like that's all he wants me for now. And now I think he's mad at me, and he said he wasn't going to come here, and I don't know what to do. Well when my mom came home she asked me what was wrong and I didn't tell her because this sort of thing is just not her business. I'm an adult now and it really isn't any of her business when it comes to things like this. But she guessed what happened, about the sex and everything, and now I don't think she likes Kaz too much, but she went and tried to talk to him about coming here, but of course stupid stubborn Kaz hardly answered her when she asked him stuff, like when he wanted to come. He's been a jerk all day. Me and Jon tried to play Mario Kart but it wouldn't work. It wouldn't work when he and Kaz tried either. I haven't been able to play with people on my friendlist but I can play with random people online, and I can't win against any of them, it's like they're all automatically faster than me. Jon says they cheat...
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