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You ever feel like all men do is lie. I hope I'm not the only one to think this, ha I know I am not. Funny when I get lectured for doing something wrong by some asshat who thinks he can get away with being a perv to me and have his gf not find out. Do I just attract males that are already taken or is it just me. It just blows my mind how I can feel like "YES for once a guy notices me and he's single!" Oops. No he's not in fact he was keeping his relationship status on the down low for the sake of wanting some more a** because he can't be satisfied by one women ******** hate, hate, hate, hate you ******** pieces of s**t that do this! If you want to be with someone do not ******** on the side, do not make someone believe that they are what you want when you want someone else, some people can get over the genuine fact of being used and others just seem to keep following down into the deep dark void. Hoping. ******** done believing anyone is true out there, nothing but lies and secrets. I'm not dumb. I know what goes on when I leave the bed or room. I have never been with someone who doesn't know how to be happy with one person and the sad thing is I'm starting to be the same way. See what happens when bad people ******** up good people? They turn into a crazy hypocrital psychopathic monster .
I can't trust anyone, I can't trust my family, friends, people I work with I have no trust because I feel like everyone just wants to ******** me over. Ugh why can't things just be simple? I want someone who can show me a good side, show me that chivalry isn't dead, show me that I can be all that you need. I need a positive influence in my ******** life!