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You know,
the way I had treated my ex's...
I'm never treating my husband that way.
Also,
the way my ex's had treated me...
My future husband is not allowed to treat me that way.
This time, I'm not pushing efforts a lone.
This time, I will bare to do what he ask just out of the respect of love.
I want to give it to someone special this time.
Someone who will not keep me waiting.
I will give him my all. I will not chase a soul.
I will not let him hurt me. And this time it's better because I'm not
emotionally stuck or emotionally pregnant.
This time, he'll say he loves me more than I can say or do.
It would be encouraging to hear it from a man compared to
begging a boy to speak how he feels about me.
I don't want to be a wife to some guy who
wants to pretty much have me on the side lines.
Basically leaving me hanging. I don't want
to treat my husband so mean or be over controlling.
I don't want discouraging hatefulness overflowing
neither of us.
I want to hold a man high and let me make sure
to help him get where he needs to be as long as he
is willing to fight for it.
I want to be that wife that well encourage her husband
to push forward in accomplishing a goal or a dream.
That's really all.
I want to support a man that doesn't hide his heart from me.
Is that to much for a women with a baby on the way to ask for?
Sheesh.