*smiles* I'm okay with it, *reclines* Honestly. It's not like she's gone forever, you know? It's just hard sometimes... like when I look back at our old posts.... one that really comes to mind is "Call me Mrs. Winters". I don't know. I guess that was just play, but, I really took that to heart, you know?
I wonder if Brent got me involved so he wouldn't have to suffer alone. He takes all these things so hard. He's probably gonna blame himself like crazy over this. He really is headstrong. Try to tell him its not his fault and he'll come up with a million reasons how it is, in fact, his fault. Also saying he's recovering from a few problems.
Oh well, I'm gonna keep my promise, *fingers his spiked collar with his promise burnt on the inside, "Even if she marries someone else, I want to be there smiling for her, if not as a lover, then as a brother and/or close friend. I don't want to loose her entirely to the void."
Keoteki · Fri Apr 21, 2006 @ 06:18am · 0 Comments |