((I'm afraid of relationships, so afraid, the idea of kissing frightened the crap outta me. I know what the feeling of a crush is though... I know when I get that strange feeling in my hear when I think about, or am with that person. At first, I was scared of the crush. I didn't want to get hurt again, nor did I want to end up in the same drama... but I think- he really is different. He treats me well, and is fun to be around. One day, I had realized that I truely did have a crush on him. I didn't know what to do, and soon, my jumpiness got the best of me, and he got the hint. He likes me back too, even though I knew he did. I'm just too... odd I guess. After I got over my shyness and my overactive blushing, things were actually normal, and nothing has really changed too much. Perhaps when I'm less afraid, we amy be able to be 'together together' but for now, I want things to stay a friendship. After everything, I actually feel overly happy. It's like every trouble has been lifted off my head! heart I'm so happy! I must not get too ahead of myself though. *blushes* But... heart heart heart ))
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