AQUA IS A ********' IDIOT!! *clunks head into computer desk a few times*
After hurting me not once, but TWO ******** TIMES, I didn't have the heart to block Matt off my AIM list. Now... he's not only apologized with ******** over my emotions the past couple months and giving me a shitload of stress to boot, he's invited me for a day in Portland to go visit the Chinese Gardens, go shopping, and for some Starbucks.
Now here's the question: How badly does Aqua/Manda want him back, despite knowing that he broke up with me for the same ******** reason?
If I'm angsting over it this badly, I'd have to say I want him back pretty bad. -_-;
Pah... everyone's told me that it's a bad idea to associate or have anything to do with that boy... but I honestly can't help it.
Okies. Kathy's explained it to me that we'd just go as friends. It's not like he has any romantic feelings for me, right? Besides.. there are plenty of guys out there who'd want to date me... maybe. ._.; I'm not exactly the prettiest girl on campus, or the most noticeable or anything like that...
Gaia Stuffs>>
Updated the GEN, juggled 5 threads, hopefully talked people out of getting me christmas presents, realized I was not as anonymous as I once thought I was, and showed a few people my new desktop scan. Okies day.
 Aquafire · Thu Dec 02, 2004 @ 09:00am · 8 Comments |
