I don't get it. Nothing baffles me more than LIFE. Why, once my life starts getting better, does everyone else's hit rock bottom? I'm not going to say exactly what's happened to any of my friends..I share a bond with all of them...and I wouldn't tell a single soul about what they've told me unless I've been given the okay.
But at any rate...if you know me personally, you know I'm not the kind of person who can just ignore someone else's pain. Far from it. Sometimes, I get into trouble because I insist on helping..or trying. My friends call me the peacekeeper because of what I do when they're fighting amongst themselves, or with me. When someone is upset, I'm upset. But knowing me, I usually just make matters worse by just having them talk about it...tell me why I can't do anything RIGHT?
I never know what to say, I can't make anyone laugh...when people are sad around me, I usually just make them more sad. Ugh...
I'm just going to stop trying...somebody do me a favor and shoot me now. I don't have any natural feelings of depression, no...but everyone else's is plenty. Especially when I "try" to help....I just make everything worse.
Shoot me now.
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Amaranth-Ikkou Shinabiru
Never fading. At some times I'm down, but I'm never out.
--course that's not to say I'm not happy ^-^
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I think you're a lovely person to be so helpful. Hardly anyone in this world is helpful these days...always caught up in their own melodrama. I think you should still keep trying...but don't help those who will not appreciate your efforts.