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i feel like i dont mean much to my boyfriend he is always ignoring me when we are out in public and i love him so much but between that and the way he kicks me out or runs away from me after we have sex i just dont know what to do anymore and no matter what i dont want to leave him but im so lost and upset about this whole thing i mean i just cant handle this anymore because he is my baby but i feel like im just that chick he sees sometimes i mean he really only lets me see him a couple hours a week i dont know this whole thing just drives me nuts and my best gay guy friend that i talk to about my boyfriend problems is in the hospital after getting hit by a drunk driver the drunks truck hit my friends motorcycle and well he is in a medical induced coma right now and all my other friends wont even let me talk about it cuz they all think i should just break up with him and move on mikey (my gay baby) was the only one who understood how in love i am and im just so lost i dont even know what to sdo anymore