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Idk about life anymore...the only thing i cared about i am losing and i dont know what to do if i cant be with her id rather die...idk i feel like soon ill decide to end my life....i cant believe this...i cared for her and even afyer what happened to her im still here supporting her....and now she says she cant look at me for fear of crying...i told her u can cry on my shoulder only to be ignored...why is life cruel in my love life...what did i do wrong....why am i the badguy ...why cant i seem to doanything rigjt...idk this might be goodbye