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Well, it was suggested to me i should write how i feel so i well. i am feeling alone unsecure and i wish and hope that my life will continue and gofaster so i can get it over with. but right now i just need someone to hug me just because they can or want to. but no one wants to do that . Now i know that usual sappy stuff that girls always talk about. but this feeling is different. I want someone there to save me form myself. i feel as if i am falling and it will never end, i haven't the hope in the universe to servive this fall. but then just when i think it will end, someone pushes me and i fall again. I pretend that i am happy when im not, im always depressed, i hate scott(supposivly my father) and my so called younger brother that beats on me(i hate him too) and yet i am force to live in a house that can never be called home. there is alot of people who feel this way but i bet no one as ever writen it down or told someone. people can't read minds and if they can wow *sarcasticly* good for you. so if you want or need attention from a parent, an older sibling, or a friend, tell them. unlike my family im sure they'll be happy you told them that you care and you want a hug or somehting like that. so enjoy what you have an hope to who ever it is you turn to. that it will work and life will go on so don't bother thinking that i should end now.
 rin_chobit · Wed Dec 01, 2004 @ 11:47pm · 0 Comments |
