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I told you I needed time to think before I told you and I have my resons

YES I do love meagen but I love you too.

Damnit im just serching for a way to not hurt anyone but im hurting everone including myself

I get that you have feelings for me and but if it was that important to you then you shouldnt have tried to push me a away so much. And if you really did have a problem with me and her YOU shouldnt have suggested it

god maybe i should just go back to caring about nobody but myself it was a lot simpler back then. The thing is i really dont want to youve made me so happy I just......want to be with meagan right now and im sorry...about everything

I dont have anything to say your probably more angry at me now but i still going to post this Believe me i dont want to hurt you.....or meagan