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You think you've recovered?
Guess what...
You're wrong
I still thrive in this wasteland
Your attempts to live are laughable
Your life is nothing but waste
Remember, I'm still here
The further you push me back
The more pissed off I'll become
One day it'll all snap...
I'll finally be dominate and you shall be the one locked away
I will not back away from you
You called to me
Begging
You brought me up because of how desperate you were
You still are so desperate
You're pretending you're better than me
Ha!
How I laugh!
When you fall and I rise, I will lock you away like you did me
You think you're being leniate with letting me 'have fun' every now and then
But you're so wrong
You won't let me say what should be said to those idiots
Those thoughts that you secretly hide
What you really think
I'll ******** say it all
I'll tell her
You stalked him for five years, he outright tells you you're a crazy psycho b***h and that he will never love you and that he only used you... and you're back with him again? Are you ******** retarded? And you will get angry and say it's love. You're with a pothead. A druggy who thinks he's on top of the ******** world. Let's tie him up and slit his wrists. As he slowly dies... what will he really say?
Haha!
Your pathetic attempts to avoid your problems is so ******** stupid!!
FACE THEM YOU ******** p***y!
'Oh... until I fix my problems with you, I won't speak to you in order to avoid inflaming them any further.'
FULL OF s**t
You're afraid of your emotions
Of what you'll really do
Of what you'll say
OH wait...
You're afraid of them
You ******** pansy.
Why don't you just let me take over?
Huh?
Why don't you?
Because of 'Niel'??
You know he hated you in the end
You know he wanted you gone!
No matter what others say
It's false
He hated you
You were worthless
You still are.
Everything you mean is broken down into something that hardly relates
Who knows you best?
Me.
You think someone will finally understand you?
HA!
No one knows you better than I
Everytime you try to get rid of me... I will get stronger...
Isn't it like tension?
The more it builds... the harder the snap will be?
Soon you'll snap
Soon you'll retreat to me
It almost happened... almost!!! AND YOU KNOW IT
But your ******** brother had to back down from his agression
He had to forgive you
He had to calm down
DAMN HIM
If he kept going... if he had kept ******** going!!
I would've won!!!
I hate it how you're saved at just, JUST, the right moment
I hate it how there are people around you who just at the right moment, come swooping in and save your a**
Why don't you just fall?
You're a parasite.
You rely on everyone else to help you
To do everything for you
You're a ******** worm
Hurry up and grovel at my feet damn it
GROVEL