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I hav etryd to commit suicide befor, twice, mabie three times, but i relize now, o e of the only reasons i dont wan tto die, is tjat id have to start all over again, see, i beleave in reincarnationn, so i i did die, i would jist start over in adiffrent part of the world and ha e to go through pretty much the same s**t im goin gthrough now.. i just wan tto grow up and marry, have a happy marige with a steady job, and a kid wouldnt be bad eather ... i jist wan tto gwt their.. i just have to ge ttheir..