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Yeah! Second journal entry... hopefully it's my last...

Well, I am feeling like s**t. Honestly.

I'd appreciate it if any b*****d out there actually enjoys and flourishes in life, to shoot me a ******** PM to tell me why.

Don't get me wrong though, I am not that suicidal.

I just feel if you can't enjoy and make the best of life, then you just shouldn't life.

Besides, this world is too small for all of us to live in. There are limited resources. Feeding money to organizations won't help people who are starving to death.

Yet we still give at what cost?

With the world and all their problems and issues, why in the end we still choose to live.

Or the better question is:

Why is it society forces us to live?

I can't understand the fact that this society we live in literally run our lives. They force us to go to school at a young age, and then you either become a low class person because you dropped out of school, or you just end up in a job but for what purpose?

Money is just a piece of paper/plastic.

That is all.

So then... is this what we live for?

God? Money? Education? Happiness?

All these things will disappear in due time.

Feelings and emotions are fleeting.

And at the end of the day

Your friends are people who either manipulate you, use you, lust after you or just have a plain unrequited love.

I don't want to live in a world like this. It's too painful.

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