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i dont care for my life anymore
things i dont want to forget.....
Forget his name
Forget his face
Forget his kiss
His warm embrace
Forget the love that you once knew
Forget that he has someone new
Forget him when they play your song
Forget when you cried all night long
Forget how close you once were
Remember he has chosen her
Forget the hugs that you once shared
Remember he no longer cares
Forget how you memorised his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the things he used to say
Remember he ain't worth your pain
Forget his laugh
Forget his grin
Forget that dimple on his chin
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember his with her tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved, it's past
Forget he said he'd leave you never
Remember you deserve so much better.
So remember
Forget the love that once was true
In hopes of finding someone new
Someone who will treat you well
Remember your ex put you through hell
So when you find that someone new
You'll have a new love that will be true

A boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.
Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.
Each waking moment
since the day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.
He has all she had
in her terrible life.
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.
Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.
One night she broke down,
feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.
She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.
He raced to her house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.
As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note
his handwriting said:
"I loved her so,
she never knew.
All this time
I loved her too."

Seven thirty in the morning,
Her son gets up from bed
He rubbed his little eyes &
Grabbed Mr. Oz by his monkey head
The seven year-old pushed down the stairs
Jumping over every second step he took
He ran around the living room
And played the notorious Captain Hook
I dont know what happened
Whether it was my fault or not
I remember walking in the kitchen
Making sure mommys tea was hot
His little grey eyes shifted,
As he was swallowed up in shock
As mommy swayed her body,
Still left hanging at nine oclock
Mommy stopped breathing
At quarter to eight
He checked her pulse
To see if she was alive
Then he pulled himself in the corner
Swaying his little body forth and back
He lost his mind in a heartbeat
When he saw the blood turning black
His conscience left in a flow
And a click in his head,
As he closed his grey eyes
As his mother was swinging dead
Suddenly the world stopped breathing
As the boy saw what he did not understand
He saw mommys eyes were still open
He reached her look, but it didnt expand
And all the pain stood still
The kitchen door flew aside
All the wrapped up emotions
Suddenly beginning to collide

Here comes the ugly one
Looking sad and wearing black
Those stupid fuc*ing preps all laugh
Because she looks so fat
Trying to ignore the comments
She walks, looking at the floor
Since she doesn't say a word
They shout more ugly words
The jocks throw their footballs at her
And the anorexic sluts just laugh
She's teased in science, she teased in p.e
She's even teased in math
Everyday, the same routine,
She runs into her room and cries
She thinks that no one cares
If she just curled up and died
Then one day after normal teasing,
She finally had enough
She couldn't handle all their teasing
And other stupid stuff
She grabbed some lipstick
and put it on her lips
She grabbed her long black skirt
And then started to rip
At the corner of her eye
She spotted a pointy blade
She slashed her wrists until
Her vision started to fade
Suddenly, she fell
Colapsing on a towel
The words carved in her wrists read,
Am I Pretty Now?

Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble! Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad." This story is sad and unpleasant but true, So young people take heed, it could have been you.


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