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holes are in my heart my whole life i thought i had friends but now i realize that all they were, were people who thought i was okay to hang out with at school but when it comes to the weekend i feel like they hate me... i feel like they only hang out with me because they feel sorry for me... i hate that, people who think they will trick me into thinking i am their friend when i am really not....... its like my friend has always said. "they don't know you... there for they can't say things that they don't even understand themselves." "they think you're week only because they haven't seen you fight back. and if they have then they fear you because you can kick a**." "they think you're strong, only because they haven't seen you cry......." i miss him so much... oh ryo... why did you have to move.........??? we still talk but i miss him more and more...... why does my heart hurt so much?