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Okay, I don''t usually get around to writing here but I just have to get this out.

What the ******** Gio. Didn't you say we were friends? Why does he have to be such a d**k to Princess and I? Princess especially, she didn't even know the implications of that pact when we made it. Neither did I, but that's a different story. I mean, how was I supposed to know that marriage was such a big deal here? Isn't it better just being a bond of closeness and trust? I really don't want to be royalty, it's too restricting for me. My place is on the open deck, wind blowing on my face with a cool mist. Not negotiating with some fat lord while putting on a fake smile. I'll tell you, humans are horribly compelled to lie. Lie to themselves as much as others. At least in hell people lied for their own survival and wellbeing, not fooling themselves into feeling better. Stubborn, that's what they are. They take hold of a passing thought and ride it out whether it's wrong or right. Why Gio? Why can't you be reasonable?

Another thing that's been bothering me, a lot. Who am I? I don't have many memories of my past life, if I should call it that. More and more pieces come together every day, but there are still huge chunks of my past missing. I don't know what sort of person I was, what my hobbies and favorite things were, or even my parents. I think I have a vague picture of my mom in my head, I hope my parents aren't worried. I should ask Gio or Duckie if they know how I can contact them. They must be very trusting of me to not have contacted anyone about it yet. I wonder if they're muggles, that would make sense. There's still so much confusion about everything. I am a demon, certainly, but why would I be from the human realm? Maybe my parents are demons too, that would explain even more than if they were muggles.