.:The Asylum of Insanity:.
Have you ever been in such a huge fight with your parents that it scars you for life? My friend sure as hell has. Her and her parents always fighting about how she look and appear to people, and I, personally, can't stand that they won't let her be who and what she wants to be and look like!!! It annoys the s**t out of her and I.
One of the various opptions she had originally chosen for relieving stress, is so ******** up, and she doesn't know how to get herself out of the ******** habit anymore! Splicing. Kutting. Kutters. Whatever you like to call it. And no, it's not becuz she's gothic or severly morbid, it's becuz she thinks it'll relieve stress. And in a way...it does.
It takes the insanity from her life and sorta relieves her. My friends nickname is either Noey, Bladen, or Azael. More then likly, I'll call her Azael. She's a totally awesome person to some people, and in my eyes, I see her flaws, but can't bring myself to help her. It pains me to know how much other people are suffering for her, and I know she's deeply deeply sorry about it...but she needs her TRUE friends, more then ever...sometimes, I wonder if Azael` and my "Friends" are even real at all.
Life for me, is a huge blurr at the moment...as for Azael...she wants help so badly it even hurts myself...One of our friends, NijiChan, is like our sister. And along with Niji, there's Usagi, and Nanaki-dono. They're like our on family. They understand our every being, and sometimes, they punish Azael for her habits....but we still love them just the same...I know this probabally means absolutly NOTHING to anyone ,besides the few listed, because you don't know us, ....but...thank you for spending your time reading this. Azael and I show grand gratitude towards you.
!i:~: Azael & Chobit :~:i!
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