I've been so happy these last few day do you wanna know why? I've been talking to this guy named Brandon and he just brings out the happiness in me. We can talk about anything and he always puts me in a relaxed mood. He's nice and funny and just so chill. Yesterday he held his hands against mine and we held helds in a special way. Rayna says that I've been so happy lately and its because of him. He makes me feel so alive, dreamy and just yeah! He told me that he wished that he could take me away from all of this madness and believe me there is plenty of madness here at Great Onyx Job Corps. At first I wanted to go home because I was stressed and all these ******** guys were messin with me, but after Francisco left I felt so cold and uncool man. but for now everything is good and I just don't care about them. All I need is my family my friends and to talk to him and my world seems great for a while.
We talk about anything that comes to mind. And I'm not sure of it right now, but I think he might be starting to fall in "L" with me. He out of the blue he was like "I'm not tryin to fall in love right now." And we weren't even on that topic. He just blurted it out. I'm like where did that come from??? Well its time to do some walking and I don't really feel like gushing like I'm in crush mode. The fact is I really like him, he likes me and we're talking. Oh! its a secret, but he's also a virgin. How wild is that! He's not exactly embarassed, but he feels kinda odd about it. He's the Aquarius to my Cancer. Justin and Sam in a way have begun, but maybe it won't end up like I wrote their story.
Peace!
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