Private for KATE
heart Oh man, this ain't fair... why do i wreck everything by using words. it's not fair. kate if your reading this i am soooooo sorry. i feel really bad about telling you how i fell and then telling you that it wouldn't work and everything. it sucks. i wish i wasn't in scotland, i wish i was with you. i wish that i wasn't going away for a year.
after i told you i felt so down that i toyed with you like that. to tel the truth you were first person i really felt as strongly about since my ex like 3 years ago.
it's not fair. i know we'll still be friends in all but it's not the same....
