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My uncle from Vancouver came to live in my house a few weeks ago. I haven't seen him in 9 years and all of a sudden he just leaves and starts to live somewhere else, without any notice. I was completely hurt and horridly sad crying . He broke my heart, haven't seen him since 4 years old now I'm 13 and he leaves thinking it's OK to leave and not tell me, i told him about my depression and how happy he made me and how he completed my life and he said he wishes he could take away my depression. I drew him a cat with three poems around it saying how much i love him and how happy he made me, i never written a happy poem, ever, until he came and then again i say, he leaves. crying how can one go through living in this world, walking blindly not noticing ones pain and sadness. I told him how alone i felt, how lost i was, how i am and how i act and all and he threw it away. He was my favourite uncle in the world and now he broke me, just like everyone else except for my 2 true friends, Sydney and Zoe. i hope they will always be my side and hopefully they wont lose hope on helping me, like everyone else did. crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo i wish people got me, and understood me crying