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Here I am in my house at my computer feeling homesick. It doesn't make sense at first, I know. I had a dream last night that had a few people in it from when I lived in Evanston, WY and went to Clark Elementary. Even if I still lived there I wouldn't go to that school because I'm in middle school. I don't know exactly why I miss it so much. All of the sudden vivid memories are springing to my mind. Voices, people, events, places. It's all jumbled in a random slide show I can't control. I feel so small and alone. I could sit here and list all the little details that are coming to my mind but that would take almost as long to tell as the memories took to be created in the first place. I just...I wonder. My heart seems to think that if I were to go back my life would just pick up where it left itself back in the Rockies. I want to go back but I don't want to lose all the feelings and emotions and memories and dreams that are here, now. I guess all I can do is remember...