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Funerals are so depressing. i'm going to one on wednesday.

This one is different...

For kiken's funeral, i picked everything: the headstone, the flowers, the outfit he would wear, the song that would be played for him, even things I grabbed from his house to be buried with him.


this is different.

My family picked everything out. and instead of a regular funeral, it's going to be a military funeral. My grandpa Was in world war II, and won a victory medal for ocupying germany. It makes me feel proud to have someone in my family that was in such a horrible war and survive.

He died this morning.


I Asked a friend to come with me to the funeral.It's gonne be on wednes day.



In other news, I'm gonna be updating this more often. i'm trying too.

And now, for some choice song lyrics.


I was searching for some legal documents
as the rain beat down on the hood
as i stumbled upon
pictures i tried to forget
and that's how this idea
was drilled into my head

cause it's too important
to stay the way it's been
but there's no blame
for how our love did slowly fade
but now that it's gone
it's like it wasn't there at all
and here i rest
where disapointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night...

--Death cab for cutie; " title and registration."