What the deal..I cant wait too long so i guess i have to do this way...Leave the way it is and dont ruin thier happiness....
5-4-11
If i could change the time, I would change my mind to what is the best for anyone. However, I cant and each day, we move ahead. Is this what we have to do? What we have to face? I may believe that my future, my day, and my life will change differently. If i could look back, i would see what i've done to learn my mistake and lesson. My one true happiness is in back of my mind but i'm not smiling. However, I dream about it. I think about it. I want to make it real or similar.
The point is...I want to feel what happiness is, what freedom feels like, what love feels like. I wonder if someone feel this way and maybe we could be together.
However, I did that. I risk half of my life to search for it. I found it. It doesnt last long. * Wont say the name * I dont know what to say i mean...Hes the person who understand me. I really want to be with him again. Everything i've did, was unforgiveable. I forgive myself but i blame myself. I do miss you alot. I always wait for you. I wish you knew this because there is a feeling in your heart. I was expecting that but i guess i was wrong....Things happen when i cant hold much longer to suffer my pain. I kept holding it so you wont see me that way.
Be who you are
I wish to see that way
It make me very happy
You gift me
and now its my turn
Would you wait?
I-MissKabbii01-I · Sat May 14, 2011 @ 01:07am · 0 Comments
