Part of me has died with him oh so very long ago.
I thought I wouldn't be able to make it through life.
I was hurt, sad, heartbroken, and so much else.
I felt that without him, there was no reason to go on.
I felt that without him I couldn't go on.
The only person who was able to make me happy, was gone forever.
Every night I cried myself to sleep, hoping it was all a bad dream.
But when I woke up, he was still gone.
My world came crashing down all around me because he had left.
There was no hope for me, I was destined to be sad forever.
I had finally decided there was no point in life anymore.
And then it happened.
I finally talked to my friends about what happened.
They showed they cared about me.
They made me feel wanted.
They talked to me about it.
They payed attention to me.
And, they made me realize something very important.
They told me that even though he's gone, there is reason.
That he would want me to go on with life.
That I had friends and family that cared about me.
And that he was still with me, in my heart.
A part of me died with him oh so long ago.
And a new part was born not too long ago.
Even though I still miss him, it's for him I still go on.
I still love you Joshua, even though you are no longer living in this world. And even though I still love you, I have also learned to love others. Others who care about me like you did. I miss you Joshua. R.I.P my dearest friend.
I thought I wouldn't be able to make it through life.
I was hurt, sad, heartbroken, and so much else.
I felt that without him, there was no reason to go on.
I felt that without him I couldn't go on.
The only person who was able to make me happy, was gone forever.
Every night I cried myself to sleep, hoping it was all a bad dream.
But when I woke up, he was still gone.
My world came crashing down all around me because he had left.
There was no hope for me, I was destined to be sad forever.
I had finally decided there was no point in life anymore.
And then it happened.
I finally talked to my friends about what happened.
They showed they cared about me.
They made me feel wanted.
They talked to me about it.
They payed attention to me.
And, they made me realize something very important.
They told me that even though he's gone, there is reason.
That he would want me to go on with life.
That I had friends and family that cared about me.
And that he was still with me, in my heart.
A part of me died with him oh so long ago.
And a new part was born not too long ago.
Even though I still miss him, it's for him I still go on.
I still love you Joshua, even though you are no longer living in this world. And even though I still love you, I have also learned to love others. Others who care about me like you did. I miss you Joshua. R.I.P my dearest friend.
