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We thought of the world as a paradise
Yet when we come to learn it's ways more thoughtfully
We learn that it's s**t and it makes us all sick
And we fight and fight but never give in
How about now?
Would you consider it?
Yet we ask these questions and we negative answers and my opinion is
Why give in? It shows your weak in every way possible
I try to fight and I try to live
I had thought of giving in
But I didn't cause I knew that if I did I would be missed and I would regret
But I never knew that you would even think of me that way
Your torture
Never was meant to be like a stab in the chest a thousand times
Your depression
People thought you as weird yet you weren't queer you were stronger then that
My love
Gets mixed up and I lose all track and I can't find out if it's true anymore
I don't trust myself
We fought like we knew what we were doing yet we just walked into a bigger demise
And now I regret the fact that I let you fight with me
You should have stayed
Cause then you betrayed
And made us all fail the battle
But we fail to realize
That we might win the war
We're tortured
Yet we never know when it's enough we took as a gift and used it for positivity
Our depression
We thought of it as a true pain yet we failed to see it as a strength multiplier
Your love
Got confused so badly
You thought you loved every man you knew
Yet you never knew that you were trashing your brain
You didn't ask for help
Yet I knew you needed it
So I forced you to get assistance by your own friends
It worked
Yet you never thanked me
Your not in as big as a hole
It's okay I don't need a thanks
All I need was to make sure you were living happier
I didn't want another, dead body on my hands
on my hands.........




I mean weird when I said queer, different definitions duh.

By the way, if my lyrics WERE speaking to someone, then I would show it at the bottom who it's talking to.