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Miriam Hladkey... died. this is a tribute to her.
On March 17, Miriam Hladkey commited suicide by hanging herself with a ropeswing after a breakup with her boyfriend. Miriam was the quiet type, i never can picture her dead. she was full of talent and shy to show it. she never went around saying "hey come look at my picture". she won best in show at the art show, that's a 250$ prize for a judged show.
when i heard who died i was not sad, even though i knew her. even though i sat by her every day i was not saddend. there were students all out breaking down and crying in the halls hugging on counselers but i did not shed one tear. why is that? because i am a monster. as the days went by her death started to hit me harder and harder like a cut at the roof of your mouth that would heal if you would just stop tonguing it.
I wonder how the boyfreind canan has been? i havent seen him since, canan and i hung out alot. He and Miriam were together before and broke up before lots of times. canan was prolly going to get back with her after miriam moved out of the house since her parents didnt like him around her daughter. I guess she couldn't wait that long. so now i will as for a moment of silence from you all for the loss of someone who was loved by many, and for several lives wounded.