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i want to go back to elementary school. i want to go back to the time he was there with me, laughed with me, cried with me. we did everything together. he was the person everyone teased and i was the person everyone liked. it was strange, but we were best friends.

even now, after three years of no contact at all, i still consider him to be my best friend. i'm sure he does not think of me at all. i want him back in my life, i really do. i had my happiest moments with that boy.

i think i'm worried about him. i'm worried about how he's doing, what he's doing. if he's eating enough or doing okay in school. many people tell me to give up on the hope of finding him again, but i still can't help but. i doubt we will ever see each other again. but if we do, i will make sure to never lose contact ever again.

i'm glad that i am able to maintain this facade of happiness for my friends. because most think it's really not that big of a deal. it really isn't. even so, i want him back with me.


kaillen jeffrey adams, i miss you.