Welcome back to another "exciting" entry of my journal. So, Im in some weird mood.
I feel like an a*****e, yet happy. < One big WTF right there, huh?>
After spending some time with some old best friends of mine,
I realized something.
How the hell could I have left this? Was I really that happy the past 5 months? Sure, there was things going on besides an inner battle with my thoughts that I couldnt control, but add in a loss of two dear friends? How the hell does that make things better? -face palms- Im happy being back. This is honestly one of those rare times in my life, where I can look back on my week- and smile. Dancing to techno music randomly with Sakura-chan, playing and getting owned in Super Smash Bros. by Aerith-chan, and even talking to them just makes me...
Feel better. Smile. Laugh and eventually, cry at the irony of how ridiculous these past months have been.
Losing Friends = Being Happy?
Wrong.
By the by, Ive added one more poor sap to my list of Fangirldom.
Johnny ( or "Nny" for short) from Johnny The Homocidal Maniac.
Gotta love the cynical, crazed psycho.
Signing off < for now>
From the Girl,
Luminous----
