i sit in that little corner across the room,
in nothing but pure darkness and evil.
i can choose to go to the middle of the room,
where there is light and happiness;
But, why am i still here?
allowing to torcher myself untill there is nothing left but being numb.
i figure, maybe if i just go through the pain then it will eventualy go away.
But thats not the case.
this pain eats away at me untill it reaches the very core of my heart.
how the hell did i get into this mess anyways?
o thats right!
its because of HIM!
the one who i allowed access to my heart,
my soul,
my life,
and my innosence.
you took advantage of my love and i let you!
its my fault!
why did i do this to myself!?
its because i was blinded by love!
love,
the most beautiful yet deadliest thing in the world!
many seek love, but those who are like me, despise love!
but hey!
were all human,
we all make mistakes,
were all curious,
and we all feel pain in some sort of way.
But the worst pain,
is a HEART BRAKE!~Bianca N. Colon
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goes on in dihss crazii mind =P
i plan on writing Poetry :3
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