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I dont like talking about poeple behind thier backs. It's something I've made a point to avoid doing. That doesn't mean I'll be right and bold and tell someone what I think of them, though. I'm still that shy girl sitting alone in a corner, and that will probably never change. Instead, I'd just complain a bit in my private journal.
But then again, I've never had a major problem with someone. It seems like only recently people have been rubbing me the wrong way. And it's not always someone's personality, it's often thier actions that get to me. Recently, two more people in addition to the friend that doesn't care have... steamed my broccoli. xD
The first is a girl at school. I'll go right ahead and use the only nickname I know associated with her, Usagi. She claims to be my friend, but again she's someone that doesn't know anything about me. She doesn't get the basics: No hugs, leave my hair alone, don't bother me during class, and Aya is my best friend. And if I get to really know you, the first three aren't as important. But Usagi doesn't understand any of this. I yell at her when she hugs me. I growl at her when she touches my hair. I hiss at her when she talks to me during class. But I refuse to put up with her any more! I will not tolerate empty threats towards Aya. I will not just sit and smile when she talks smack about my best friend.
I can't beleive Usagi has the gall to call me a friend. I don;t know how that idea even got into her head.
Friends are so important to me. I hate it so much when my friends are offended.
The second is an authority figure, who shall remain completely nameless. But they have a really bad attitude towards us lesser beings. They violate our privacy, and the others are afraid to voice thier opinions against them. I was annoyed with them at first, but I figured that if I just do as I should and not cause any trouble, I'd be fine. They've been so strict, though, and it's hard not to talk about them with other people. And they always seem to find out, one way or another, what you said. And then they single you out if you've done soemthing wrong, and publicly humiliate you. This hasn't happened to me since I've been flying below the radar, but I've seen it happen, and I'm tired of it.
If something doesn't change, I'm willing to lose everything I've worked for and leave behind the life that's under thier thumb. I joined up with the lessers for fun, knowing I'd have some responcibilities, but still because I wanted to. If it stops being fun, I'm gone.
ANNNND.... THAT's my rant. C: *no proofread* I need sleep, I have an ear infection. >__>
 Leamony · Tue Mar 21, 2006 @ 06:32am · 6 Comments |
