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Why do I have to face this alone? Its difficult to move on with the person that important to you is gone. The one who will love you always…the one who will be there for you…the one who help you get over it. Things on me will not be gone as days gone past. There is a choice that I must do

That is…..moving on and forget

As I said before I will not be happy for what I did.

I guess its for the best for our happiness.

I have tried my best to get over it but it doesn’t work. I still have that feeling. I give up and I have nothing to do. I’ll just have to be what I’ve become. Nothing would change me cause I wont see my happiness forever. Let it go and you have nothing on you. I cant believe things has to be done immediately.

I’ve waited him so long but nothing…None of the it has started.

I blame myself for everything.

I dont know what to do....Im just patheic person
This is it.

From now on I wont be happy anymore. No smile on my face. My days will now become lonely and depression.

Let me faded away and you wont see what I have on me.

How it is a right thing when it hurt so badly?