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High school is four years long. Four years is a long time and I can garuntee that nothing would EVER stay the same. Except, I had one consistancy in my high school career.
A friend.
Now, I was never totally consistant in who I would spend a majority of my time with. Every year I would have a different group of people, with still a base group of two people, my closest friends.
In my base group there was one girl there, who I was closer to than anyone. SHe knew me better than I knew myself.
I could always count on her. I always knew that no matter what, at the end of the day if I needed someone to pour my heart out to, I could go to her.
If I was having a bad day or something awful happened, she was always my shoulder to cry on.
Now here I am, in the second half of my senior year. I am thinking about all the times I was alone and needed someone.......
thats just it....
i was Alone.
Shes no longer there for me when I need her.
Shes no longer there in general. It seems our relationship consists of our on campus interactions and thats it.....

Its odd....