The pain and hurt still remain but I'm forcing them to hide away.
I can't let them see me cry because I don't have an excuse.
I can't tell my true feelings for they'll be laughed at and thrown right back.
I can no longer smile and mean it without being asked for the truth.
All I can do is sit back and watch.
All that matters is now lost.
Nothing is what it seems on this road I've been traveling on.
All I can do is fake a smile and pretend that everything is okay...
Until I get home to cry the pain away at the end of the day.
This is me now.
I can't let them see me cry because I don't have an excuse.
I can't tell my true feelings for they'll be laughed at and thrown right back.
I can no longer smile and mean it without being asked for the truth.
All I can do is sit back and watch.
All that matters is now lost.
Nothing is what it seems on this road I've been traveling on.
All I can do is fake a smile and pretend that everything is okay...
Until I get home to cry the pain away at the end of the day.
This is me now.
